Warning

Warning I will express my deepest thoughts and fears on these pages....you probably won't like them. So be careful what you read....

Sunday, June 20, 2010

Wondering.....

Have you ever wondered what people would say if you died…

Who would come to your funeral?

Who would cry?

Who would come just because they felt like they had to?

And who would really care?

Would some decide not to come at all?

Would some be heartbroken?

Would others grin?

I’m scared that no one would show up….now wouldn’t that be sad…

I’m wondering if he’ll ever like me…

I know he’s better than me…

That I don’t deserve him

But I still wonder…

I wonder why I feel guilty when I eat…

I wonder why I am who I am.

I wondering what would happen if I took it a little too far…and sliced too deep…

Do you ever wonder?

I do…

I wonder…

I’m wondering….